Too much

Have you ever found yourself SO tired that even moving around sounds painful and unnecessary? Yeah, I'm there. It is only the second week of school people and I am beyond tired now, I'm downright exhausted. My brain forgot where it's off switch is. I honestly can't stop thinking. When I'm at work, I'm worried about school and if I'm doing everything there to the best of my ability because by the time I get a chance to do any homework, I'm running on fumes. When I'm at school or doing homework, I'm worried that I'm missing something at work, maybe I forgot to return a call or send an email. And all the while I am worrying if my husband feels loved. Am I making a concerted effort to make him feel like he's more important than anything else? Am I making him my top priority? Is our house clean enough? Do I have time to cook dinner? Are his clothes clean? I realize that he's a big kid and can do all of this himself but I absolutely LOVE taking care of him. I want to be the one that washes clothes and cooks and cleans - and he helps, I'm not some 50's house wife. But I'm tired. I'm exhausted. I believe now when my mom said you can do too much, so much that nothing seems good enough...i'm so there. Sorry to dishearten you or be debbie downer but I had to get it out of me. Pray that I have the strength to work 40 hours a week and go to take my 12 hours and do WELL in them, that I can give my husband the attention and love he so deserves. That's it for now...